I’m having a hard time being thankful this year.
Living without my father still feels like a nightmare that I’m waiting to wake up from and so it’s hard for me to be grateful for the things I am lucky enough to have, when I would give them all up in a second if it meant that I could have him back again.
Unfortunately you can’t trade happinesses like that. But god, if you’re listening…for the record, I would.











